Happy Happy CNY!

It's been awhile since I last blogged okay sorry for abandoned you haha

People always say when we grow up CNY mood is lesser, we don't feel so much excited like when we're kids, yea and I have to admit that I got this kind of feeling too. It's like CNY is more about reunion dinner, getting angpao, visiting, reunite with long-lost friends. And we actually forgot about the real meaning of Chinese New Year and those traditional rituals or pantang-larang I say.

For me, CNY is somehow about baking cause I really love to bake plus there's not much time for me to bake when I need to attend classes. I love to see others' faces when they're enjoying the cookies or cakes that I have made and their satisfying smiles, feel so good haha 

There's not much interesting for my CNY this year as the gang is like all separated and I can feel the sadness actually :(

Nothing to write as I'm really lack of idea.... kay byeeee

Finally got my virgin black hair dyed haha kinda love the color when it's under yellow light

ootd for Chor 1 (Day 1)

ootd for Chor 4

我们没有开始，失去了却比什么都痛

我们没有开始，失去了却比什么都痛

失去你后

我从失落晃神一直到默默坦然接受

从痛彻心扉一直到麻痹没有知觉

我经历了很久

这些天失去你的日子，我一天天在失去中存活了下来

记得我们当初是如何认识的

很短暂，记忆却很深刻

可是这短暂的记忆却留下那么多的疑问和可惜

为什么到最后却没有了结果

是不是因为我们太像，还是根本就是不同世界的人？

一起聊个通宵的话题

非比寻常的相处模式

嘴贱不留人的数落

害怕一个人的孤单所以猛催要回家

受伤时候的细心按摩

握住手的那种温柔

早上morning call 的那种喜悦

那些关怀体贴在短短的时间里面多不胜数

这么长时间我不曾掉下一滴眼泪

心有多坚强自己知道

我不问最后离开的理由

或许不敢知道

或许更愿意留下一个没有收尾的结

也不想承受知道已无可挽回的痛

曾经多次鼓起勇气厚着脸皮想问

到最后却败了下来

我真的没有那么多的勇气那么多的坚强

人的心毕竟是那么不堪一击

就算是钢铁也会在遇上高热度后熔化

原谅我为了保护它

我多么想挽回，却已经失去非要得到的理由

一个人的心不在你身上

就算多努力也只是委屈了自己

想过要全心全意投入一段感情

可是却被开了个玩笑

我相信你是真心是认真

只是到最后时间背叛了我们

是不是有什么已经改变了

而我们还在奢望着从前的默契

爱上一个人的感觉很微妙

感觉一对上了

想逃也逃不了，对吧？

时间把我们凑在了一起

也把我们分隔了

时间把我们变得亲密

也把我们疏远了

一次次的默契

一次次的关心体贴

到最后都败在了时间上

你说过会有official, 只不过是时间的问题

哈，时间真的背叛了

如果有回来的一天

我会愿意再听你每一个牢骚

催促你每一件事

陪伴度过每一个时刻

陪你一起做喜欢的事

还有好多

只是我已经害怕之前的失去会再次重演

好大的阴影，你知道吗？

yinghui

COLOUR Rush 3.0, 1st February 2015

So I just decided to update about COLOUR Rush 3.0 which happened this morning in my own hometown, Cat City Kuching! 

It's really a fun and awesome charity run to raise fund for children who are having cancer, for sure to show our supports to them too

It's the first time I joined the run and thing's getting special (for me yea..) when it's raining, I still expect that the rain would stop before the run starts but so sad that it got heavier so we wore our raincoats while running! History created as it's the first time having 3900+ of people ran with their raincoats in Kuching (or maybe for the whole Malaysia?)! Clap!

Managed to finish 5km in the rain and that feeling awww so happy XD

Really enjoyed throwing powder at each other before the run starts, running with raincoats, selfie-ing after the run, 'dye' our hair with different colour of powder!

Although it's raining
it didn't stop us from having fun!

Okay, better stop here cause I didn't sleep for almost 32 hours already and I'm real sleepy and tired now. Just wanna stay with my bed now. Good Night! Thanks for the colourful morning in Kuching! Lotsa loveeeee

When sunny is on

Fail jumping pose lol

Showed my chubby round face wtf

My birthday month, January 2015

Hi there! Finally have some time to blog yea not that I don't have time but just a little bit lazy lol

So finally January which is my birthday month came to an end

One month had gone and we left 11 months to go, actually I didn't even realise this month gone so fast until it's finally 31st 

Thanks to those who celebrated my birthday with me especially my 2 siao zhabo, really love the presents, all those chocolates and panda shoes!

I think I can gain weight before CNY haha so bad

Everyone knows I love PANDAAAAAAAA

So I had a great pillow talk with them last night too and it's our first time to be so close that we can lie on the same bed and hug each other, talk about so many things haha

Deskmate aka best best friend who's kinda silent when you first met her but then you'll know actually she's 46125783546356 level crazy than you think

Always a sweet sweet girl who takes care of us like a loving mother, cooks great egg dishes and still so cute while scolding at people

So my January can be considered as meaningful and so peaceful that nothing bad happened ( I mean trouble or something haha)

There's nothing to be sad of if you don't have many friends like others. The most important is to have friends who can lend a help hand, give courages,  cheer for every happy moment and of cause stand by your side no matter how bad the situation is, Always trust each other too. 

yinghui