Insecure kills

Sometimes

I really feel so tired that I want to give up

Deep down inside I'm so hurt

Not that we don't love each other very much

But maybe just lack of courages 

Too much influenced by negative thinkings

And the bonding between us is not that strong like how we think it is

Everytime after an argument

Even though we speak out what is in our mind

What is our feeling

Scars still there

Even we think we won't care about it anymore

but it stills

hurting much more than you think

deeper and more painful

That feeling of insecure

strikes everytime and make me feel like giving up

no matter how much I want to calm myself down

keep on believing that it's okay it's fine

but sincerely I can't

everything is so difficult

or maybe I'm just not brave enough to overcome it

Yes, I do overthink, very often

Which girls doesn't want her guy at least

To stay by her side when she breaks

To hug her tightly when she feels insecure

To comfort her 

To soothe her

To wipe away her tears and tell her how lovely she is even when she's crying

在一起有點累
卻還是想繼續走下去的

才叫真愛